Recently I rediscovered some drawings and paintings I had uploaded in a art community about 10 years ago. I never was good at painting and drawing. I actually haven't spent long enough time painting in order to be good at it. It was also just a short phase drawing after many years without attempting it since I was very young.
Looking now at them makes me happy to remember some of my inspirations from the past which I believe has some roots until nowadays.
Most of theses drawings I made in the middle of the night, in a time when I had big troubles to sleep and almost everyday I had nightmares. So drawing helped me to forget about my thoughts and dreams.
Now I keep thinking about on trying paintings and draw again, but I don't know if I am too lazy to try or if my mind is telling me that I know will suck at it and sure I will be disappointed if I attempt it